What am I waiting for?

She’s waiting for respect which comes in the form of late night messages, that’s neglect—

There’s another.

Just another problem on her list of shit she can’t stop from being bothered

Just because a boy who never had the chance to make a mistake decided he didn’t know how much he could take

He took her for granted

That’s the end. Granted, that got her never let her go while she was still free to be the love the boy would know but nothing was ever meant to show.

So what am I waiting for? 

Wonderland pt. 1 Down

Walk in line

Oh so fine

Down the rabbit hole you’ll find

A path to follow with these signs

That lead you to here, where you’ll be fine

Don’t go too far—go further
Further down

The rabbit hole you’ll find

A cup of tea labeled, “no more crying”

It’s not me, it’s not mine

But you’ll find love until next time
Now you’re good, now you’re fine

Drink some more, it’s better to see blind

You see me, but it’s not our time

I miss you Alice

I am not yours and you’re not mine

So continue down the rabbit hole to find 

Together we run along parallel lines

Stay here Stay sh…

 I feel so unattached, To everything attaching itself to me

So is that why watching her leave-leaves me so unsettling

I don’t even know her

Turning my head makes my feelings stir

Closing my eyes and going back to work.

This is a place where evil stems,

As she digs her roots and I give in

Anything for one word again

Just one hug, I won’t ask but I’ll forever love a friend

And that’s enough to call a happy end

Convince me to convince you
To convince me to help you through
This hard time.

the clock is running harder than me
Ticking each time that I let you run free

As if I’m supposed to be there
every second of your life

Please just give me a break-
We’ll freeze time
and you’ll have all of me to take
And we’ll go back to our special place

Where responsibilities are kept outside
Time won’t stand still much longer.

So love me now before I’m gone
Learn from me Now before we do wrong.